haiz... i've been being questioned by few ppl on when to have baby these few days... i'm so so so frustrated...
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being questioned...
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1st, my hubby's 2nd auntie from father's side... asked me when to have baby out of sudden... have told her not that soon as no one to look after my bb once given birth... she told me to let my MIL to look after my bb and i told her tat i dun want. cos my hubby will need to work late frequently and he's having 6 working days. so we might not be able to see our kid if my MIL look after...
dunno is she cant hear me or she doesn't listen to me or...? she kept telling me to let my MIL to look after. honest speaking... i dun like all his aunties and uncles from his father's side... all very busybodies and destroried my wedding day. i really dislike them lots... and they like to talk nonsense and with 唯恐天下不乱 attitude. like to speak evils behind of others...
then she told me that she have a daughter in law who din gives birth aft 10 yrs marriage. seriously, i really dunno if she's consoling me or she's mocking at me. i dunno her intention on why telling me this thing. but i told her that she will have one once god thinks it's time for her to have one and this is the same as me. this ends our conversation.
2nd, my FIL... finally that he have opened his mouth to ask, but to my hubby, not me... he wun ask me this kind of issues... he started with "is ur wife pregnant already?" who knows? my hubby just shoot him with "no $ how to have bb?" and my FIL ended with a smile... i know he's disappointed, but it was due to his families members kept pressurizing him or mocking at him, tat's why he asked..
3rd, my eldest SIL... her hubby called me today and asked if i can entertain them when they come over to spore... sure i said can lah... then they started to ask me when i want to have bb... u know, it's really very stressful to being asked again and again... somemore i cant show my frustration at them...
although she told me she's just asking and told us no hurry, but i still felt uneasy and frustrated... my hubby said, "why should i care for their thinking? if i were u, i'll just tell them tat i dun want to have now. just tell them tat ur hubby dun want a bb now."
he's firm on this and of cos, w/o hurting me... i know that he want a bb also... but due to financial and of cos, not we want to have a bb then we'll have one, so he try not to show it out to me...
hope that i can be freed from these questions bah...
blissful & peaceful life || ant's world || Monday, July 21, 2008